I survived my talk...

To be truthful, I survived my parents' (mostly my father's) repetitive lecture about my future and I'm convinced about one certain thing...

My parents think it's easy for me to talk to them, even when they don't listen to my side of things. They keep on telling me that I think I'm always right, even when they sometimes THINK they know I'm flat out wrong. OK, that sounds a little biased but seriously, they probably still think of me as the five year old that lies. That's another story, but to cut this short: I used to lie a lot when I was small to get out of trouble, even when I get caught in the act I lied to get myself out of it. I stopped doing that and I try to tell the truth. I also tried to tell them the reason why I posted the video but my father won't even hear of it and I just stood there, listening to their lecture until he left.

This thus proves why I can't talk to my parents about my problems...they think it's easy for me to talk to them about stuff that's bothering me and it comes out through one ear and exits the next. I feel as if I can't even trust them sometimes...

Like I'm afraid to tell them how I really feel and keep it all to myself, like it won't matter what I say, thing's just get worse; which is why I keep my problem to myself all alone...